Incomplete

I have been running so sweaty my whole life

Urgent for a finish line

And I have been missing the rapture this whole time of being forever incomplete

I have been running so sweaty my whole life

Urgent for a finish line

And I have been missing the rapture this whole time of being forever incomplete

Incomplete by Alanis Morissette

Saya hanya ingin menjadi utuh, bukan parsial

Lalu apakah saya salah jika saya hanya meminta sedikit saja pengertian, sedikit penghargaan, sedikit rasa hormat, sedikit kepercayaan dan sedikit perhatian dari kamu untuk saya?

Saya sudah lelah lari dari kenyataan, lari begitu cepat hingga tak ada lagi yang mampu terlihat oleh mata saya, lari sangat cepat hingga seringnya saya terjatuh berkali-kali

Lalu apakah lantas saya menjadi salah ketika saya berhenti berlari dan mulai menghadapinya, tapi saya lalu menyadari bahwa kapasitas saya sebagai seorang manusia hanya mampu menyelesaikan semuanya satu per satu dan tidak sekaligus?

Saya tidak mau dan tidak akan pernah menuntut banyak hal dari kamu

Saya hanya ingin menjadi utuh dan terselesaikan

Dan yang saya butuhkan untuk menjadi utuh dan terselesaikan hanyalah

RESPECT

…

I like the way you wanted me
Every night for so long baby
I like the way you needed me
Every time things got rocky

I was believing in you
Was I mistaken do you say
Do you say what you mean
I want our love to last forever

But I’d rather you be mean than love and lie
I’d rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I’d rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don’t you break my heart slow

I like the way you’d hold me
Every night for so long baby
I like the way you’d say my name
In the middle of the night
While you were sleeping

I was believing in you
Was I mistaken do you mean
Do you mean what you say
When you say our love could last forever

Well I’d rather you be mean than love and lie
I’d rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye(goodbye)
I’d rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don’t you break my heart slow

You would run around and lead me on forever
While I wait at home still thinking we’re together
I wanted our love to last forever

I was believing in you

I’d rather you be mean than love and lie
I’d rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I’d rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don’t you break my heart slow

Dont love and lie
I’d rather hear the the truth and have to say goodbye
I’d rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don’t you break my heart slow
Baby don’t you break my heart slow

Don’t You Break My Heart Slow by Vonda Shepard

Well guys, girls, and gays…

Though sometimes I’m stupid but I’m not blind

And I’m smart enough to think…

That I (think) fall in love with someone

The Always There Feeling

I see you, beside me
It’s only a dream
A vision of what used to be
The laughter, the sorrow
Pictures in time
Fading to memories

How could I ever let you go
Is it too late to let you know

I tried to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When i turn out all the lights
Even the night
It only reminds me of you

I needed my freedom
That’s what I’ve thought
But I was a fool to believe
My heart lied while you cried
Rivers of tears
But I was too blind to see

Everything we’ve been through before
Now it means so much more

I tried to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When I turn out all the light
Even the night
It only reminds me of you

Only you…

So come back to me
I’m down on my knees
Boy can’t you see…

How could I ever let you go
Is it too late to let you know

I tried to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When I turn out all the lights
Even the night
It only reminds me of you

I tried to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When I turn out all the lights
Even the night
It only reminds me of you

You, You,
It only reminds me of you

It’s took two years to heal the broken hearted. TWO FUCKING YEARS.

CRAP!

WANTED: SOMEBODY

I WANTsomebody to share
Share the rest of my life
Share my innermost thoughts
Know my intimate details
Someone who’ll stand by my side
And give me support
And in return
He’ll get my support
He will listen to me
When I want to speak
About the world we live in
And life in general
Though my views may be wrong
They may even be perverted
He’ll hear me out
And won’t easily be converted
To my way of thinking
In fact He’ll often disagree
But at the end of it all
He will understand me

I WANT somebody who cares
For me passionately
With every thought and
With every breath
Someone who’ll help me see things
In a different light
All the things I detest
I will almost like
I don’t want to be tied
To anyone’s strings
I’m carefully trying to steer clear of
Those things
But when I’m asleep
I WANT somebody
Who will put their arms around me
And kiss me tenderly
Though things like this
Make me sick
In a case like this
I’ll get away with it

Song title: Somebody

By: Depeche Mode

I Miss Him

I never asked for this feeling
I never thought I would fall
I never knew how I felt
Till the day you were gone
I was lost
I never asked for red roses
I wasn’t looking for love
Somehow I let my emotions take hold
And guess what all at once
I’m in love

Oh I miss you so much
I long for your love
It’s scares me
Cuz my heart gets so weak
That I can’t even breathe
How can you take things so easily
Baby why aren’t you missing me?

Why did I act like you mattered
It was silly of me to believe
That if I just opened my heart
Things would come naturally
Jokes on me (yeah)
I did not ask for love letters
So why did you give them to me
How could I let your intentions
Get hold over me
So in love
So naive (oh baby)

And oh how I hate what you have done
Made me fall so deep in love
Got no cure
You’re the only one I want
That I love oh baby

Baby why aren’t you missing me?
Baby why aren’t you missing me?

DAMN!

Don’t u know that it’s feels hurt inside cause I miss u so much?

I miss u that much till there no words can describe how much I miss u..